My psychiatrist caught me in the waiting room writing away. He said if you do at least three of these a day you're doing okay:
Exercise. Communication. Learning and giving.
He made me think that day and I have done these things ever since.
Age fifty seven and after early diagnosis of depression and anxiety, borderline personality disorder, bipolar, PTSD and OCD and now complex PTSD from my person centred counsellor. Also a mention of Dyspraxia because of Irlens from the eye doctor.
I’ve finally cracked it, determined to escape the feelings of mistrust and anger and anything to do with fear that was blighting my very existence and desire to live.
For 11 months now I have been medication free and can actually say I love being alive. My psychiatrist rang me out of the blue and I thanked him so much.
Exercise… Bike riding and walking. Tick
Communication... Daughters and now Moodscope. Tick
Learning... Welsh. Headspace app.Tick
Giving… That was a hard one originally, but he said you give to your daughters. Now I also give the local woodland a tidy up five days a week and now I can add MOODSCOPE! Tick
He concluded I didn't need medication but said he couldn't say I never would. Which has made me all the more determined to carry out these four daily things.
A little light house
A Moodscope member.